So yeah...I have heard one of my songs got best of the week. Thanks I really appreciate it. Maybe you can support one of my other newer songs yeah? :3

Anyway yeah I is happy I at least got top 5 of best of the week.

Love ya guys and gals :3 <3 <3 <3

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Well, I am not certainly bored anymore. Why do you ask? Well it's because I am really busy with my college life and internship now! Sure the internship is a cakewalk, but what about my classes? Well I will tell you them and let you think about them.

Monday: Fundamentals of animation (flash) and Web based programming (12:30pm-9:30pm)- Well as you can see, I got two classes on Monday! Now you might think these are easy, but not for me, no sir they aren't. First, flash isn't my thing...I am an interior designer...but...it was my fault really, it was an elective I chose. SO yeah first class is flash class, and I didn't think it was so hard, thats all I gotta say about it, maybe I will submit a flash one of these days.

Ok second class on Monday, web based programming. Ok so this class is EASY, and I mean really easy, but grrrrr....how tedious! It's just basic HTML stuff. what else is there? I decided to pick this class too because I am curious to learn how to make a site and what not.

Tuesday-Wednesday:No class (yay)- Ok so this would be my off days right? wrong...well sort of. These are some days where I can do my work. Not to mention I work at my internship on these days. But I guess I do have time to goof off still with the msn messenger and what not.

Thursday:Design Layout (12:30pm-4:30pm)- Alright design layout, a basic class. Just teaches about how to layout your sites and advertisements, and make them all interesting and junk like that. No lots to say about it, not having any trouble in this class.

Friday:Digital Illustration(12:30pm-4:30pm)- Ok so something else I am having a hard time with. This class is basically using Adobe Illustrator, making logos, decals and all that good stuff. Personally I think this class is the toughest. Why? well I have never used Adobe Illustrator, but hey...nothing wrong in trying new things.

Anyway...yeah thats it. My new classes I got. Now for some entertainment. Me failing at some game again...

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Well my state of depression has gone away, well has been gone for some time now, but I had no idea what to post next. I still don't know what to post next, I am seriously bored. I got nothing to do, well other than homework and what not. But I don't do homework on Saturdays, I hang out with da homies lol, but seriously I just play some 360, PS3, Wii....my real friends are boring. So someone....entertain meh!

Also moar boredom!

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Also made a gif, see! see! :3

Seriously...don't what has been happening to me, I feel...like all my cheerfulness, happiness, is getting drained from me. I don't know...am doing good at school, getting paid well at work, but...don't know, I've been feeling empty. Maybe it's because of the little fight I got with a friend of mine, but might be something else...don't know. Need some...like positive comments?...or like..inspirational words? Anything to cheer me up. Trippy video is trippy:

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I was bored, so hey I thought of riding my own music in audiosurf. And I decided to use one of my own songs, just to see what how easy/ hard it is. Oh, and not sick anymore.<div class="blogmedia">

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God...so sick...so freaking sick. Got this goddamn flu and it wont leave me alone, it's like I don't know what to complain about more, my headache? my stomachache? What!? Well anyway, I should stop complaining...but then again, I am a girl...and I do bitch a lot about other stuff. Bah! whatever...I hate being sick. Video for no reason.

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You know, people would think I will be the last person to hate this day. But no, I hate this holiday...hated it since age 5 til now. Brings back too much memories of pain, physically and mentally. Here is a little sample of one of my situations...

When I was still in High School...that awful day came. I was alone again, and that feeling of loneliness came again. It was lunch time, I got my lunch, then sat down...alone. I was just eating and just looking at those couples...made my stomach hurt, couldn't eat anymore. So I got up, and went some where more remote.

You will think that it will be over from there, but no. It got more bad, so...I got up and was walking away. Until some effin jerk ass threw me one of those heart shaped boxes filled with chocolate...on my head. It hurt like hell, made me fall down on my knees. I sucked it up...trying not cry, I got the box and opened it up to see what was inside of it. A bunch of rocks in it...with a note reading "Happy Valentine's Day, Loser". I kicked the box with rage, everyone started to laugh, and that was my breaking point. I started to cry, I couldn't handle it...I just had to leave school no questions asked.

So yeah, so much hate for this holiday. This year I do got some one to hang out with in this day, but I will never like....Valentine's Day....never. So yeah...fuck it...hate the day. This also explains why I have been acting so bitchy on MSN live recently. Sorry to anyone that has been talking to me all this week.

Anyway, not gonna hate any one that likes this day and celebrates it. Enjoy it guys. But not me. Excuse me now, gonna go play some gory game...or punch a hole in the wall.

A picture, and some Justice. Song:Valentine.

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So...um...yeah...yours truly got an internship at a interior design company called Interior Spaces Inc. So...how did I get it? Well just earlier I got an email from this company because they were at my college(yes I go to college at a young age no big whoop >.>) earlier a couple of weeks ago and they were looking for some interior designers, and I was like "Oh mah gah, I'm so scared" but then I built the courage to open it. So yeah, seems that they saw my designs that were hung on the halls of the school. They liked them so much that what else? they gave me an internship for their company.

But seriously...I can't wait! And oh I think I just got luck X3
Now a video that perfectly fits this.

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Yeah...I hurt someone yesterday. They were a close friend...I sent them to the hospital. I...I hope they are ok and forgive me....

Well yeah people I'm back now. Had two full weeks of vacation and they were pretty much enjoyable. Would of been more awesome if I had another week or so : P but I guess if I did that, you guys would miss me more lol. Anyway, arrived pretty late, so I'm taking a nap, because I didn't sleep a wink when heading home so that is like two days staying up.

No funny video : <